Thinking of you, where ever you are.

We pray for our sorrows to end, and hope that our hearts will blend, now I will step forward to realise this wish.

And who knows, starting a new journey may not be so hard, or maybe it's already begun.

There are many worlds but they share the same sky.

One sky, one destiny. <3

A scattered dream that's like a far off memory, a far off memory that's like a scatted dream.

I want to line the pieces up. Yours and mine.

sorry for not updating very quickly everyone, I'm accumulating stuff to make this as interesting as possible :) and sorry for missing easter, hope you all had

a fantastic time x

Day 2.0; Continuance

Soo, I posted 'Day two' very early during the day, thought I should make an updated post before my day was over :)

Basically, all I had to do today was pack my bag to go to my sister's for easter. I was going through my cupboard... And things, well... They got a little out of control.

Ahah, yesss... I still haven't cleaned it up! I'm a very messy girl, I hate cleaning and my room is usually always similar to this unless I'm lucky enough t

o have my mum help me clean it up!

But today, I wasn't so fortunate.

So I sat down an ate ice-cream instead <3

Does anyone else have a procrastination problem + a love of vanilla icecream? :)

Day two; getting older.

The 19th of April, three days ago celebrated the annual 'me-falling-out-of-my-Mum's...'

I think I'll stop there. Ahah, anywho! Like I was saying, I turned 16 three days ago and I had a fairly good birthday. I received a lot of awesome gifts from my family but sometimes they just don't compare to what your friends and lovers get you. <3

Let's face it, family has been with you your entire life. If

you're like me and my family, you've lived together for a very

large portion of your life (at least, a large po

rtion that leads up to now) and so it's only natural for them t

o know what you want and who you are.

But your friends and lovers, they've only just stepped into your world. Once again, if you're like me, you've only just had you special people become a major portion of your life. I've only had my best friend for about 3 years now, likewise for my boyfriend (but we've only been dating for 6months <3). So you have to wonder to yourself; how on

earth would they know what to get me without me telling them exactly!?

This birthday, I was pleasantly surprised with their gifts... In fact I was downright in awe.

This is a necklace that my boyfriend got me. Not only is it pretty, but its silver which meant he knew I didn't really wear gold, it also came from Prouds jewellers (that place ain't cheap!). And went and brought it all on his own, no woman advice (or so he says) lol.

He followed it up by this massive teddy!<3

Then my best friend got me the most gorgeous earings from my favourite store (Sportsgirl, but I can never shop there, it's far to expensive. Ohhh but how I love it! Anyway, ranting now...)

But are you like me and become a little obsessed with how much they paid for the present??

Like the necklace that my boyfriend got me... It definitely couldn't have been cheap, I feel like it's a waste of money to spend it on me...

Does anyone else have this problem??

Day one; The beginning

“We grow neither better nor worse as we get old, but more like ourselves”

Since the beginning of time people have been living, existing.
We have been on this planet for billions of years (you can correct me on that, it's probably millions... Maybe. I'm just damn well sure that it's been an insanely long amount of time).
But what have we really been doing all of these years? My answer to that was, evolving. The cave man made tools for things such as hunting and over time they have evolved into weapons of military force. Jesus preached and spread good news, is that not what priests do today but simply in a more modern way (microphones, Sunday on air church services on TV)? We have walked on the moon, we've marched and rebelled, creating movements, creating history!!

Feminism.

Racism.
Science, Darwin's evolutionary theory.

Hitler.

Wars, civil and worldly!

All historical events, people who have shaped the way our Earth is structured today. The way we live today!

But what about people like me? Average people who are far more concerned with telling my friends what happened on gossip girl instead of telling them to drink old, red wine because it's my blood (I assure you my friends wouldn't do that, they'd look at me like I'm strange).

No, I'm not revolutionary. I'm living, I'm existing. I like simple things,

-Fashion

-Music

-Books

-Movies

-Justin Beiber! (Jk!;... Kinda)

My name is Jess. I'm a 16 year old, Australian girl who is still in school. I have three older sisters, a mother and a father (all biological, surprisingly to most people). I have a best friend, a boyfriend, some very close friends, then I deal with... Others. I Suddenly I found my future approaching me way to fast. I don't know what I want to do, I have strong interests in arts and fashion and designing but my head is telling me to be more practical and study for a serious job!

And all the while, I realised, I'm not the only one who is going through this, making these decisions.

This is why this blog was created, to chronicle and discuss what it's like for someone just leaving school and entering the real world.

This is the diary of a growing girl.

xJess.